A Brief Possession of A Friend I Keep Up With In ICQ

In the summer of 1998 I had grown really desperate with the return of my ex-boyfriend. I wanted him back and as a person into the paranormal, I submitted to the use of black-magic. I had met someone who can teach me, by chance. He was my older sister's boyfriend. She had problems with her husband at the time and she ran into him on ICQ. They met and had an affair. He told us, my sister and I, that he was going to cast a spell for her divorce. We didn't take it seriously. Seven days later my sister got her divorce which was something that seemed impossible. I thought, "This guy is good." And I told him I wanted my ex-boyfriend back because I still loved him and was scared that he didn't love me anymore. He told me the solution was a love-spell and a spell to make him obey me later, after I'd cast the love-spell first. I said okay and learned the steps from him. I don't want to get into the steps of casting the spell because I don't want anybody to try it and have it backfire and hurt themselves. It includes blood, wax and 2 crawling insects of the same kind. The insects are supposed to die together at the end of the spell. I made a mistake and killed one of them too early and used a third ant that I had kept in jar in case one of the other two was missing or had already died. So, I got the third ant out and I continued the spell and it went right. I cast the spell after midnight, at 12:20 a.m. On the next morning, I called him to tell him everything went fine. I also told him about the third ant. He was shocked. He sounded like he saw a ghost or something. He told me I made a big mistake, and that it would backfire but that I wouldn't be the one to suffer, someone else; maybe a girl that my ex-boyfriend was hitting on or someone he likes. I wasn't worried, I thought he was just exaggerating, trying to scare me or something. On that same day, I was feeling very tired. At around 10 p.m I was in my room taking a look at myself in the mirror. I felt so attracted to the mirror even though I wasn't going anywhere. I felt strange, stared really hard into my eyes. I used to do that as a way of regressing myself into past-lives but not this time. Then suddenly, my eyes started burning and I closed them and they just stayed shut.Then I could see something with my eyes closed. Everything around me looked the same except it was like looking at the negatives of photos of my room. Then on a lower level than that I was standing at, in the middle of darkness I could see a bulldog sitting. It was looking right at me and it had more than 4 legs, about 5 or 6 but I can't remember clearly. I could SEE the dog barking but I couldn't hear anything. Then it jumped right at my face. It had yellow eyes and when it jumped at me I could see its eyes right infront of mine. I opened my eyes and I felt scared. Then I felt very sleepy so I slept. I woke up at exactly 12:20 a.m feeling very hungry. The maid got me food that I liked very much but I wasn't interested. I wasn't hungry for food at all. I was hungry for blood. I didn't know what to do so I went to my sister's place where she was talking to her boyfriend on the phone. I didn't know what to tell her. I was very quiet and miserable and thinking of nothing but blood. I was tempted to taste hers but then I thought,"Not my sister. No!" I started crying and looking at my own veins wondering what my own blood would taste like. My sister noticed my tears and asked me what was wrong. I told her I wanted blood. Her boyfriend heard that when he was on the phone. He told her it was the demon that was supposed to carry the deed of the spell hurting me 'cause I did something wrong. He told her something and then she went and got something from the kitchen. A glass with something pink in it was in her hand. She told me to drink it. I asked her what it was and she said it was tomato-juice and milk ( yuck!). I didn't want to drink it at all and I started fighting with her. She told him on the phone and then she grabbed me by the nape and made me drink it. Then she whispered something into my left eat that he had dictated her and put the phone on my ear. He asked my what my name was and I couldn't say it, all I could say was Hermana like I was a baby learning to talk. And then she took the phone and he told her I was possessed and that it's over now. Then I was fine and I ate my food later.