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George
and The Female As a seeker of knowledge he had read a book which he knew had influenced others who read it to commit suicide. The book put him in a very negative mind state that he couldnt shake off. Like me he had heard Shakuntala Modi speak about her new book, "Remarkable Healings" on Jeff Renses "Sightings on the Radio" radio talk show. Though having heard her on that same show, for whatever reason, I wasnt paying that much attention to it. I forgot all about it afterwards. He did not. He had acquired a copy of my business card a year earlier. Impressed by her show, he went out and purchased her book. After reading a fair portion of it, he pulled out my business card and called me to tell me that he had a radical new technique that he wanted me to perform on him. To say the least, I was a little skeptical. But, being that I wanted to work as a hypnotherapist, and even more as an exorcist, I certainly agreed to learn whatever it was that was necessary to get him results. During the session he
saw, what appeared to him, as a venus fly trap eating
that which was causing his negative mind state. Though we
had success in eliminating his negative mind state in
that single (second) session I have always regretted that, unlike Modi's technique, we didn't succeed in transforming it into
the light and sending it to the light. This was not to be
the case in my next deposession. The dark spirit that was the most powerful of the two she had was named George. I didnt really understand how he could have a name if he never had a body. And the other dark, and far less malevolent one was a female. She didnt have a name that she knew of. But she thought she once had had a human body. They both wanted to have one of those; and that desire was what led them to my client. Anyway, heres the transcript of the session. ME: The net keeps getting tighter until you focus on the light; George. SILENCE. The net keeps getting tighter and tighter George, until you focus on the light completely. I keep epeating this phrase. George, what is going on? CLIENT: Unintelligible. ME: Keep focusing on the light. CLIENT: Youre hurting me. ME: I will have the net loosened if you focus on your light. The less you focus on the light the tighter the net gets. The more you focus on it the looser it gets. Your choice. Focus on the light or the net will get tighter. CLIENT: Im seeing the light. What do we do? ME: Just focus on the light. CLIENT: She told us about this before. ME: Is this the light inside of you or the light outside of you? CLIENT: Its the light outside of me man. ME: Ok, now I want you to look at your own light. You have light inside of you too. It may be very small or dim but there is light… CLIENT: Youre gonna make me lose all my power. ME: No; you will be more powerful if you focus on the light within you. The more you focus on the light within you the more powerful you will get. You will GAIN power by looking at your own inner light; not lose it. If youve been told otherwise. CLIENT: Why didnt you tell us that before? ME: Ive been trying to get you to focus on the light within you. You will benefit from this session I assure you; not the other way around. The more you focus on your own inner light the more powerful you will get. Thats all I request. In fact I will have the net taken off of you if you focus on it completely. Look at it and tell me what you see. CLIENT: Its just a light. ME: Look at it. Stare at it. Dont look at anything else. Keep your eyes on your own inner light. CLIENT: HE SAYS SOMETHING ABOUT NOT KNOWING WHAT IM GOING TO DO TO HIM. ME: Im not going to do anything to you. All hes got to do is look at his own inner light. Im not here to harm him; George, or you. By focusing on your own inner light you will gain knowledge of who you are; your power will be given back to you. George, your power has been taken away from you, by those who would tell you that you are dark. But youre not dark. That light thats within you, thats what you are. The more you focus on that light which is within you the more you will transform into that light which is you; and you will become your true nature. That is who you really are. You are that light. Youve been deceived to believe otherwise. You are not the darkness. You are not the dark being you are now. You are that light. The more you focus on that light the more you will turn into that light. And you will go back to the being you were before you became dark. And you will regain, your beauty, your power, your memory of who you were before you became dark. Focus on that light completely and totally. CLIENT: She told us we were demons. ME: Yeah. Thats a temporary state of being. That may be something you are now. But its like, uhh, a worm is a worm, and then it becomes a butterfly, and then it dies and becomes something else, and on and on. Just because youre a demon now doesn't mean thats who you really are. Thats just who you are temporarily. Its just like Ive got this body; shes got this body. Once this body of hers dies she will not stop existing. She will still be a spirit, on the other side, just like you are. She wont be a human anymore. Shell be a ghost; a spirit. But she will still exist. She is only a human temporarily; just like youre a demon only temporarily. So focus on that light, completely and totally within you. The light thats within you. Focus on that now, and tell me what it looks like. Describe your own inner light to me George. The more you cooperate the less tight the net gets; the less you cooperate the more tight the net gets. CLIENT: That light really does things to me. ME: George. CLIENT: It makes me feel good when its there. ME: You will feel completely the best youve ever felt, in your entire life, the more you focus on the light. The more you focus on that light the better you will feel. Your fear has been taught to you, by those who would deceive you. Theres nothing wrong with the light. They've been lying to you. That light within you is your true nature. You're not a demon. You're only a demon temporarily; because someone has taught you to believe that thats who you are. But thats not really who you are. Thats just your temporary state. Focus on that light. The more you focus on that light the better you will feel. And the better you feel the more light you will have. And the more light you have the better you will feel. And its a cycle that continues. And you will feel better and better as you focus on that light more and more; until you feel so good you wont know what to do with yourself. CLIENT: Is this love? (the female says) ME: Well, as soon as this light in George gets bigger and bigger, and he turns back into the true light nature that he is and transforms from the demon nature that he now is into the light nature that is his true nature… Once that happens, then the both of you will go to a place where love is infinitely more than what you are feeling now; where youll feel so good that you'll feel sorry that you spent so much time in this persons body. You have 2 options right now George. You can go back to the darkness whence you came or you can go to the light. Tell me about your inner light George. CLIENT: I have it; but I dont know what to do with it. ME: Focus on it George. Look at intently; closely. Focus all of your attention on it. CLIENT: I see it. ME: Tell me how beautiful it is George. Describe it exactly. It will grow if you focus on it. Keep all your attention on it. CLIENT: Its like sunshine. ME: Focus on it even more. Is there any darkness left in you George? Those people who didnt like you, who were in the darkness lied to you. They told you you were the darkness. You arent. You are the light. Are you completely light now George? CLIENT: Almost. ME: The more you look at it the more you will change back into your true nature. CLIENT: He doesnt look the same. ME: How does he look different? Is he light now? CLIENT: Hes strange looking. ME: Hows he strange looking? CLIENT: His head. ME: Is it just his head? CLIENT: Its like his bodys dissapeared. ME: George, is the light pretty? CLIENT: Its nice. ME: Keep focusing on it. The more you focus on it the more it will grow. The more you focus on it the better you feel. The better you feel the more you focus on it. Youre not the darkness. You are the light. Thats who you really are. Focus on it completely. Tell me whats going on George. CLIENT: Ive changed since I looked at that light. ME: Keep focusing on it. If you have a desire to know who you are that light will give you that knowledge. As the light grows you feel better and better. As you feel better and better the light grows. CLIENT: What am I going to do about her? ME: She can look into the light also. She has her light also. I ask that any who have known this female... CLIENT: Hes not talking about me, hes talking about her. ME: Her who? Her the body you are in? What is it you wish to do about her? CLIENT: Im so use to her. ME: Well, when you go to the light you will feel so much better; because its a much better place to be. You will like it better there a whole lot better than where you are now; a whole lot better. As you focus on the light its growing even more. CLIENT: Give me a chance to find it. [silence] ME: Does he still have that light around his head? George, tell me whats going on. Focus on the light; let it grow. CLIENT: Im trying to find it. ME: I ask that Archangel Michael and the other angels who have transformed into the light stand around this one now and show themselves to George. CLIENT: Tell them to do me too. ME: You have to see your own inner light; just like Georges doing. CLIENT: I see it but I dont know what to do with it. ME: Focus on it. All you have to do is look at it. Look at it and keep your attention on it. And look at it more and more and more. Focus all your attention on it, just like George WAS doing; and should be doing now. Both of you focus on your own inner light. The more I speak your own inner light is growing faster and faster; until it is the only thing you can see; until it is the only thing you can watch; until you have all your attention on your light; completely, and totally. Both of you are feeling better and better as the light grows. As you feel better you focus on the light more and more. The better you feel the more you focus; and the more you focus the better you feel; and the faster the light grows; because you're focusing on in more and feeling better and better. And Im going to count from 10 to 1. With each number I say you will focus twice as intently on your own inner light; both of you. With each number I say you will focus twice as much on your own inner light. When I reach the number one you will have all of your attention on your own inner light; both of you. 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, all of your attention, both of you, is focused on your own inner light. It is the only thing that keeps you attention now. You cant take your eyes off of it. And its growing; very quickly now; very quickly. Tell me when you both have changed back completely into this light. CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: Whats going on with you now George? CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: George, what is going on with you now? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Whats that? Who is speaking now? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Youre not where you use to be? Where are you now? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Are you in the light now? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Who left, her or you? CLIENT: Shes no longer here. ME: Where did she go? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: What do you mean shes there with me? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Can you see your own inner light now? Have you transformed into beings of light. CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: Look at yourself. Are you light now? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Very good; thats much better. Now I want you to call out… CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: You can go to the light; and it will be much better there. It will be easy for you to find the light now that you have changed into the light. But, before you go... CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: It will be easy for you to find the light; now that you are a being of light. Before you go I want you to call out to any other beings that are dark like you were before, here in the universe. You are a powerful being George; and you should call many. And they should follow you into the light. Both of you should go into the light. But before you go I want you to call out to others who are dark like you were. Are you calling? Call out across the universe to others who are dark like you were; to come to you. Wen they get to you tell them to look at their own inner light also. Are you calling? George, are you calling? CLIENT: Hes hurting me. ME: Who is talking; the other female attachment? CLIENT: No, me. ME: I ask that the angels put a net around George and pull it tighter and tighter until he stops hurting her; until he cooperates. Pull the net tighter and tighter and tighter. CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Why George? You can go to the light now. Did you not focus on your light until you changed into light? Or did you not do this? CLIENT: He did it but hes scared to let go. ME: Is he a being of light now? CLIENT: He looks different. ME: OK. I call upon the angels to come into the room now, Archangel Michael and the other rescuer angels, who were once dark beings. I call upon them to stand around George, and to speak to George. And to tell him what its like in the light. Please speak to George and tell him what its like in the light. Tell him that you were once like him; that you were also once dark angels, attachments as he was, and still is clinging. Tell him about your past and then tell him about where you are now, in the light. Please give this knowledge to George. Archangel Michael and the other rescuer angels, I ask that you please do this now. Tell George what its like in the light. Please do this now. CLIENT: Im going now. ME: George, before you go, Ive got something for you to do. Are you listening George? Theres one last thing I want you to do, before you go to the light. I want you to call out to all the other beings in the world who are dark attachments as you were. I want you to take them with you into the light; so that other beings who believe they need to be inside other beings, like you are now, can go into the light and be happy; as you will be once you get into the light. Call them to you now. Call as many as you can get to come to you now. Are you calling George? This is the last thing I will ask of you before you go into the light. Theres one other thing. Its very short; that Ill ask of you. And its very small. This one last favor, before you go into the light. Are you calling now George? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Are there any coming? CLIENT: Those things are scary. ME: OK. Tell them, what I told you. Tell them to look into their own light. Tell them exactly as I told you. Tell them what happened to you. Give them your experience; that you just went through. Give them all the knowledge of the experience you just went through. You were dark; now you're not. Tell them this. Give them this knowledge, so they will believe you. Are they looking at their own inner light? Allow them a moment to look at their own inner light and to transform into the light and then take them with you, the ones that are cooperating, and follow Archangel Michael and the other rescuer angels and go into the light. Have love and be happy. CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Are you in the light now George? CLIENT: Yeah. ME: Are you happy there now George? Is it nice? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Very good. Is the other one, who was with you there with you now? CLIENT: Shes gone. ME: Where did she go? CLIENT: Into the light. ME: Good. Youre both in the light now? Is that correct? CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: Be happy George. I wish you all the happiness in the light. You have a good life there. CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Hey George. Can you see any, darkness around me? CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: Are you still here George? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Thats who you really are George. Thats who you really are. Thats who you once were. You were only being deceived to believe you were a demon. You were never truly a demon. It was only a phase you were going through because somebody deceived you, and made you believe that. CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Is there any demons on my body? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Is this the higher self Im talking to? CLIENT: Yes. ME: Has George and the other one gone into the light? CLIENT: I dont know. ME: Do you see them around you now? CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: You told me they were with you earlier. Are they still here? CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: Do you think they are still here? CLIENT: Yes. ME: I ask that the Archangel Michael and the rescuer angels please tell their stories to George about what its like in the light. [the rest edited for brevity] CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Do you see any beings of light around you now? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: You should go to the light. Theres so much love there waiting for you. Its such a place of beauty and joy you will be angry at yourself for not going there earlier. You could have already had a body of your own had you gone there earlier. There are beings of light around you now even though you may not be able to see them. They are with us. Reach out with your consciousness and look around us. Look up. Theres the light. Go to it. They will not treat you poorly. There are many beings who have done what you have done. Theyve all been forgiven. You will be forgiven too. Look up into the light. It's there; and see it. You will enjoy it so much better than you do now. All are forgiven in the light. There is no judgement. We only judge ourselves. Nobody else will judge us. You have two choices at this moment. You can go back to the darkness where you once were, where those beings are who told you that you were dark beings. You know now thats not who you are. You know you have light. You know you are light. How do you feel about following those who have deceived you? Didnt they tell you that light would destroy you. But then you saw your own inner light. And you realized that thats who you are; that its not a destructive force. That is your true nature. Did you not see your own inner light? Do you not see your light now? How do you feel about following those who deceive you? CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: George. CLIENT: Im going. ME: This time really go. CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: If theres anything wrong in the light you can come back. But I'm sure you wont want to. You will definitely not want to come back. Higher self, are they gone yet? CLIENT: Shes gone. ME: George is still here? CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: Go on George. CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: Is George gone yet? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGILBE] ME: Who is speaking now? CLIENT: [UNINTELLIGIBLE] ME: Higher self, is George gone yet; yes or no? CLIENT: I dont know? ME: You dont know? You knew earlier that they were here. Are they still here? CLIENT: George is. ME: I ask that the Archangel Michael and the other angels send shafts of light through George. Send one now, and another and another. Keep sending shafts of light through George, over and over and over. George, do you see these shafts of light come through you? Yes. Is the light hurting you? CLIENT: No. ME: Very good. Now, you just proved...; We just proved, that the light is not harmful. It just went right through you. And it didnt harm you in any way. Going into the light is no more harmful than what just happened to you now. The light going through you is no different than the light you will be going to if you choose to do so. Theres no difference. Its the same light. It didnt harm you just now did it? So what these dark beings taught you before, about the light being harmful, is a lie. You just learned that you were being lied to. It went right through you. It didnt harm you did it? Since it didnt harm you this proves that you are being lied to. Do you enjoy following beings that lie to you George? CLIENT: No. ME: Well then stop believing the lies they told you. The light just went right through you. It didnt harm you. Its the same light. Go there George. Its no more harmful than just now. That light that went through you, its the same light. There's no difference. You just learned its not harmful. You just learned these beings were lying to you. Stop believing their lies. Stop being afraid of that which is not harmful. CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: Go into the light George. You will not be any more harmed by going there than you were just now. Its the same light. CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: George, go into the light. You will find more love there than you can imagine; more love than you could ever desire. There's so much love in the light; it's almost beyond measure. CLIENT: [SILENCE] ME: I ask that the female who went into the light that she come back for just a moment and tell George what its like in the light. There is much more to this session than you have read so far. The second half of the tape was only 1/3 of the way through when the audio became so poor on the tape that I could no longer bear to transcribe it. After a period there was a strange pulsating sound on the tape that made it almost impossible to transcribe. Then at this point the audio drops off to such a level that its impossible to proceed with any more transcribing. After the end of the session the client told me that George didnt want me to get any credit for him having gone to the light. I kept talking with the client as I walked her out the door and she began to walk down the stairs from my second story apartment. As she stood on the stairs and we began to finish our conversation she confided in me that she believed that George never went to the light; even though we believed that he had done so by the end of the session. He kept trying to fool us into believing he had gone when he hadn't. I chided him about not being as brave as the female attachment when it came to going into the light. He said he was more brave than she and would get to the light first. He obviously, in the end, was far more afraid than he was willing to admit. If you read several of the books out on the market concerning attachment releasement you may notice a major contrast between those sessions and the one above. The two most obvious differences are: The attachment never went to the light. Irene Hickman, the lady who pioneered remote deposession has only admitted to 2 failures during her entire career. The other one is that this session took much more time than is generally portrayed by many of the books as it taking. Irenes sessions, at least in her books seem very short. The longest one I have ever read is not even a 1/3 as long as this one is. On the other hand, I talked with one lady that I was recommending to go and see Shakuntala Modi, who told me that she was recommending a full weeks worth of continuous deposession work; almost non-stop. So, Im wondering if many of these sessions are not much longer than is generally portrayed. And also if they, at least some of them, arent more on the order of marathons like in a traditional exorcism. I know that Shakuntala would remove some in one session and others in subsequent sessions; and then had to also teach the clients to protect themselves because they would get others coming onboard after the original ones were removed. I spent 3 hours in this session and was very disheartened when she told me it was a failure. But, at least I now understand that attachments can be very clever, tenacious, stubborn, and far harder to remove than is generally portrayed in most of the books covering the subject. |